| Location | Carlisle |
| Age | 23 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 08/05/1985 |
| Date of Death | 18/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 957 since 19/06/2009 |
| Creator |
My name is Samantha White i am 21year's old,I have a 2year old daughter called Aleisha!i recently lost my husband James other know as G33ZA!James had cancer but died of severe laiver failure on the 18th of April 2009!We didn't know James was dying till a week before he did!Wen we found out James was dyin James knew he was dyin and he wanted to get married so on the 16th of April me n James got married in the Cumberland Infirmary beside James bedside!James was the love of my life and i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him we had big plan's for the future but sadly that ain't goin to happen!Our daughter is only 2 but she remembers her daddy very well and shout's on him every day,i wud love to be able to hold James look him in the eye's and tell him how much i love him and miss him!!I keep re-living the last day's we had with James and i can't get it out my head i just wish we had longer as a married couple and he could see his daughter grow up and be there to keep her on the straight and narrow!!We had a very good relationship we had our up's and down's but it only made us stronger we done some great things over the year's and had some mint times!James turned me in to the person i am today and gave me what i have today just wish he was here to share our life but till we meet again love ya loads baby xxxxxREST IN PIECE TILL WE MEET AGAIN XXXX
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday James"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Husband of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
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rest in peace geeze, i wish i cud be wid every1 on sunday, but u will all b in my thought rip geeze xxxx
to my darling husband
i can not beleive its been a year since we got married and a year this sunday since u died i re-live that moment every day wen we got married and wen u wer dying its horrible wish u wer here with us aleisha shouts on u all the time and she knows wen ther is a picture of u she grabs it and doesnt let any one touch it!she thinks u are a star up in the sky and that u mek the sun cum out i hope u enjoy the flower we have all got ya every1 chipped in but its going to be mint get every1 together again for u i miss u loads and loads i always thought it wud get easier but it really doesnt in fact it gets extremely harder we will be together again one day baby love u loads rest in peice i will always love u baby goodnight xxxxxxxxxx
to my baby
hiya baby missiny u so much just want u here with us its nearly christmas and its gna seem so weird not bin wiv u this year think we spent nearly evey xmas 2gether in 6years nobody has forgot about u and neva will we all speak about u every day especially little leish just wish u wer here to hear her speak she is amazin at it speaks sentences now we are all cumin to see u at the cemetry have a few drinks wiv u and a smoke well baby love u loads till we meet again love u loads n loads lots of hugs n kisses from me n aleisha xxxxxxxxx
to my very missed husband
hello gorgeous i aint bin on for a while cant beleive its bin nearly 7month since i last sin ya aleisha is forever shoutingon u n tellin u she loves ya!!she is cumin on so much just wish u wer here to watch but i know ya up ther watchin us wat i wudnt give rite now to hold ya in my arms once more to tell ya how much i love ya n 1day we will be tgether again baby!!i look at pics that wer tekin wen u wer in newcastle hospital and it rips me apart like knowin that was only a cuple of week before u died!!i love u so much baby and miss u constantly!!!till we meet again baby i wud be wiv u rite now if aleisha wasnt here!!!lots ov love and kisses daddy!!!!love u babez xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
to my dear husband and very dear daddy
hiya baby cant beleive its bin 6month since i last cuudled u and told u how much i love u!i go upto the grave and sum times i just want to join u!i think about u all the time and just wish that u wer here wiv us listenin to aleisha talkin and 4u to see how much she has cum on in 6 months!its bin nearly 6months since i havent sin ya and rite now wat i wudnt give to be wiv ya is unreal i wud give my life to be layin in that box wiv ya rite now!!till we meet again hun love ya loads xxxxx
too my very loved and dearly missed husband
hiya babe its been 5month now since i last seen ya just want a big cuddle of ya and for u 2 c how much aleisha has cum on she is sayin all kinds now little monster tho!!i so wish i cud hold u and tell u how much i love u even just one more time wud mek a whole lot of difference!im missing u that bad i done feel like i have an inside any more cause im just empty and waistin away!!love u loads hun till we meet again baby love ya xxxxxxx
to my precious babe
hiya darling missing u so much baby just want to see u again leisha really missing u loads aswell cant beleive wat has gone on this year its just gone so quick and i have lost so much!!loosing u baby has got to be the worst pain i have ever had to suffer!just wish u wer here to listen to aleisha speakin now she absolutely image of u!loosin u has made me think alot of my dad and just wish i had the chance to get to know him cause i know wat pain aleisha is suffering!i seen a pucture of my dad for the first time yesterday and just cant beleive how much i look like him any way baby goin to go for now will speak tomorrow lve you loads baby!!!!TILL WE MEET AGAIN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
to my darling husband
hiya baby its bin ova 4month now that i aint sin ya 4 cant beleive u aint goin to be here to share the rest of our lives but u r here in my heart!!everything reminds me of u at the minute just cant get u out of my head wat i wudnt give rite now to see!!i want a big cuddle of ya cause my whole life just bin goin wrong lately!!aleisha always shouts on u u can tell she really misses u loads like any way im of now love ya loads all in my heart and thoughts missin u very much baby xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
to my very missed husband
i try to fill my lonely day's, i try to play my part, but nothing i will ever do will mend my broken heart!!im missing u so much baby words can't explain how i feel rite now just want to be able to luk u in the eyes cuddle u and tell u how much i love u!!u wud be so proud of how much aleisha haas grown up and how her speach has cum on great she shout's on every day wiv out a doubt but she know's her daddy is sleepin and i know one day we will all be together again just like it used to be!!i keep goin back to wen u wer in hospital and our weddin nite in hospital just wish i cud have those las 2days wiv u we will be man and wife again baby love u loads and loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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